(Ache) For You

Caught between my heart and head
I couldn't help the things I said
By the time I shut my mouth, oh God
I was mortified
Just set me on f-f-fire

The longer I stay
The more I want to and

Baby, I'm yours.

I'm trying to hold you at arms' length. I'm holding you close in idyllic images and pushing you away in reality. I'm attempting to let things happen, follow my gut (thanks, Carney), exclusive of my tongue and brain and overwhelming sentimentality.

I'm going to forgo wading and dive in headfirst.

Here's to connecting my head to my heart to my mouth and attempting to reconcile the conflicting emotions flashing from core to stage.

Oddly, I know that, in the end, he'll end up being the best and closest friend I'll have.
And the soundtrack to my summer.